Can u pls tell Me???

If love makes people happy
why is it making me sad?

If loves fills one's night with sweet dreams
why are my nights full of nightmares?
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If love gives people thumbs ups
why am i getting a thumb down in everything?

Is it because I'm not good enough??

Or is love overcrowded??

Perhaps i never deserved to be loved or simply since birth love was never meant for me

Can u please tell me...